Life...

Life in general is so confusing.... I mean, what am I supposed to do when a situation comes up? This girl that I used to be best friends with (I'm gonna leave names out for now) moved to a different city about 20 minutes away from me a month or so ago. By the time she actually moved she still thought we were best friends, but I wasn't sure I wanted to be friends with her. She had started smoking, doing drugs, drinking, etc. So, she moved to this other city and everything was fine, right? Wrong. She texted all the time, wanted to Skype every day, wanted to hang out every weekend, but I didn't even really want to be friends with her anymore. Well, today I found out she moved back. And she's probably going to be coming back to school with me. So, do I stay best friends with her? Or do I ignore her?

Next problem, I got friend-zoned this weekend. That's never happened before.... I've always been the one doing the friend-zoning. I was texting this guy I like and he told me that he liked me too, but then he said he didn't want to mess up our friendship (because we're best friends) and he doesn't want me to get in trouble or anything because I'm not 16 yet (I'm not allowed to date till I'm 16), so asked me if I was OK with the fact that we weren't going out. I told him I was fine with it (because I didn't want to be a b*tch and tell him it wasn't OK), and then he told me he really liked me but he also likes another girl. Then I asked him why he even asked me if I was OK with him not asking me out, and he hasn't replied since. And you know what's funny? Almost none of my friends like him. None of my best friends like him, and my parents don't even like him. They keep telling me he's a jerk, but I'm there when he says the things they're talking about. It's not that bad. He just teases people. He teases me about being a blonde all the time but I don't go crying to all my friends about it.

See what I mean? Life is one big mess. Any suggestions as to what I should do?

Instead of Muzy....

I'm going to be using a blog. =) Because my parents don't want me using Muzy sooo.... yeah. =/ But I'll try and post on her whenever I can. =)

Have you guys ever heard Merry Go 'Round by Kacey Musgraves? I think it's a good song =)

'Cause Mama's hooked on Mary Kay
Brother's hooked on Mary Jane
Daddy's hooked on Mary two doors down....